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Thursday, October 3, 2013

Wednesday, August 21, 2013

Releasing of stress ^^

Already 11 month I did not post something on my blog....

my dear blog.....are you miss me....

as what Vicky said:" writing blog is good to release stress and all the sad things happen around you.

Chapter 1 (office^_^ internal department)^^

finally I have leave Symphony,

starting to enhance my career in a travel agency as reservation officer.

the first feeling when I join this company is really excited.

H.I.S stand for "Highest International Standard". Its really impressive

its been couple of months I have join and I already start to get boring.

How good if I am still a QA? I believe my ex-boss will love me more.

Even I made some mistakes too.

No SOP, no proper documentation, Rules & regulations always messy.

And the phrases from my boss is "please use your brain"

The other things I learn from Japanese is "stubborn"

what I heard from my colleague is Japan can be so successful is because they are so "stubborn".

Done for job.

Chapter 2 ( office ^_^ war with fat lady)

let me show you something.

A "fat asshole" send us something and below is the content.

"Good day to you.

It is just my concern to drag your attention regarding the aircond temperature in this office.

I hope, there will be a mutual understanding among us to keep the aircond temperature below 20 degree's which has been advised by the aircond maintenance personal last month.

Keep the aircond temperature acceptable by all staff

We are sharing the aircond with the next office, and they feel very hot/ warm if we adjusted the temperature over here.

I believed the situation now is much better before the management setup the aircond adjuster. Am I right to say? Correct me if I'm wrong.

I know we cant pleasing everyone to work comfortably. However, please put a concern if you are in their shoes, and please do concern about other staff /next door company.

It doesn't mean you cant adjust it at all, just like I said earlier, keep the temperature acceptable by all staff in here. (not too cold, not too warm)

And for those who feel cold, please put your jacket on and don't wear short skirt! LOL. "

what I learn from this message is please maintain a healthy diet to avoid overweight.

this lady is really troublesome, she's the one who feeling hot,

and yet send us a mail blaming people adjusting the air-cond.

few days back she did claim that her workstation is warm.

and adjust the air-cond, and asking the people to correct her if she's wrong.

and yet I've reply her claim with cc her boss, she said that I'm rude what letting other people know.

based on my opinion, if you think you are right, there's needless to hide it up.

office belongs to everyone, they have the right to know and you are not the boss for this office. "fat-asses"

in addition she telling me that this is just a courtesy reminder.

I dun think so and it sound forceful.

if you don't feel hot, do you think you will send this kind of e-mail.

if its like that you should drop us a mail earlier. But not now.

Chapter 3 ( Dear is getting frustrated)

As a working adults,

off course we may have stress especially when boss comment on us

as a good example like the "fat-ass"

I m feeling painful when I heard he inform her mom scolding him not to accompany her brother during his off day.

what the "....."

Not only that, blaming that not going back home after work.

"OMG !!"

your son is already mature enough, you thought that he still study in a kindergarten or primary school.

That's all about mu frustration, feeling great now :)

Saturday, September 1, 2012

感想^^

this few months

really a lot of things happens around me

there person who i always beware of

finally going to let me free

everyday

i have to beware of her

really scared of....

finally she need to leave

i should say thank you to god....

thanks for being block me

thanks for being not let me to see wat u write about.

thank god for giving me everything

really appreciate and thanks

2nd things

finally my best fren break up

its really make me upset

being 2gether for almost 2 years

but why .....

really cant believe it

but however

i learn something

must learn how to appreciate each other

must learn how to talk when u think ur beloved hurts

i really gain lot......

Saturday, July 14, 2012

life with improvement

今天老板娘帮我做PMP

工作方面真的进步很多

还超越我的想像

是好还是坏呢

对我来说

是坏

原来要有好的表现

并不是那么容易

从中学开始

脾气就很坏

做错不肯认

又会钻牛角尖

钻来钻去

我今天真的认错了

对

没错

可以说是环境所逼

可是回想一下

我自己也是有错

如果当初我肯认错

我肯和别人说和

今天就不会有这样的我

如果

当初我生气时

不到处说别人的坏话

也不会有今天的情景

如果我当初在仔细想想

今天我不会活在一个这么痛苦的环境了

从今天起

我告诉我自己

我不会在容许自己犯同样的错误

会三思而后行

Wednesday, June 6, 2012

在你心目中，我根本比不上妹妹，无论妹妹犯怎样的错，你都会去包容她，疼她和爱惜她，我呢只要有一点点错误，那就是我的错，开始发现我在你心里无论做什么都是错，妹妹要去哪里都可以，而我呢，去哪里都不行，每一个周末就是乖乖的呆在家，帮你晒衣服，洗碗吃饭，妹妹呢，就可以去游泳，做他想做的东西，我呢就呆在家里帮你做东西，睡迟一点给你讲，睡午觉又给你讲，你回到家心情不好，就发泄，我在公司遇到问题，回到家一句声都没有出，只是黑着脸，又给你讲，真的很想问你，到底要怎样才是你心中100 分的孩子，无论我对你有多好，你就是觉得我不好，我跟你讲面子书的东西，你就是不相信，声音放高一点，你讲我顶嘴，那妹妹呢，无论他怎样弄你生气，怎样顶嘴，都是最好的，最棒的。

我是你的孩子，世界上有哪一个妈妈会整天讲自己的孩子，这个不好那个不好，我也是人，我是有感觉的，你顾下我的感受好吗，如果你觉得我丢你的脸，你可不要带我出街，你忍心的话，甚至可以不认我这个女儿！！！！！！！！妹妹也是肥啊，又不见你讲她，为什么就是要讲我！！！！！！！

你的侄儿生日，你就帮他们搞生日会，我们生日呢，竟然讲不要做，如果不是妹妹开口讲要的话，你应该也不会要帮我们做吧。

我拍拖的时候，就讲到我男朋友有多好有多好，现在呢，又讲他还在读书，路是我选的，走下去了我就不会后悔，有一样东西是金钱也买不到的，那是情。

工作的事情你每天就是讲我不会讲话，我以为回到家起码还有家里人可以明白我，结果告诉你之后，你就是讲我笨，讲我蠢，又没有顾过我的感受

去哪里都怕你讲，做什么都怕你骂，我很辛苦，你知道吗！！！！

我知道你辛苦，又要顾我们，又要赚钱，钱也不是容易赚，什么事情你讲了，骂了我也就算，可是妈你可以不要将吗，你是不甘愿我美过你还是怎样，我认就是了拉，我不美，我不漂亮，我肥，可以了吗，满意了没有，还是因为我姓彭。如果我认了你会不会多爱我一点

我知道你讨厌爸爸，因为它让你吃尽了苦头，我也曾经很讨厌他，因为是他让我有破碎的家庭，可是它毕竟是我爸爸，我可以做什么？有时候我会想，是不是如果我不跟我爸爸讲话，你就会爱我多一点，疼我多一些，我并要求多，我只希望，我能有你侄儿一半的爱，我就满足了，只要你不讲我肥，不讲我不漂亮，我已经很开心了。

我真的开始不懂要怎样跟你沟通，我脾气不好你讲我脾气不好，那你呢？？？？？？？我已经不知道要怎么做了，如果你不要我跟爸爸讲话，是不可能的，他已经没有妹妹了，我是不会不管他的，请原谅我做不到。

我只想告诉你，我没有这么的一个缘分姓“李”，但是我只有缘分当你的女儿，我永远都会感激你养育之恩，我永远都会谢谢你栽培我成人。你永远都是我心目中最照顾我的妈妈，你也是为我吃尽苦头的妈妈，我永远都会爱，我并不贪心，我只希望拥有你一半的爱就足够了。

我只希望你能够把我和妹妹永远在第一位，而不是你的侄儿。

其实我想告诉你一件事情很久了，爸爸不养我。为什么我还会这样对他，因为有一种东西，是钱买不到的，那是关心，那是感情，妈，你知道吗？我对你的爱永远都是比爸爸多，因为是你把我养大，是你栽培我的。就算你不爱我也没有关系，我只想告诉你，你永远是我的好妈妈，我会永远爱你。

惠铃